De Novo Awakening

यूं उनसे गुज़ारिश करते रह गए कि दे दें मुझे मेरी ही ज़िंदगी के कुछ पल मेरे नाम , क्या ही पता था इस क़दर बेबस हो जाएंगे यूं बन जाएंगे किसी के गुलाम ।

Gift me some respect .. Gift me soft conversations.. Gift me a mature person.. Gift me some consideration … Gift me healthy criticism.. Some love , patience and peace .. Gift me some sanity .. So that I can feel at home atleast .. Gift me a calm partner.. Not someone who loves hurting ..…

भरोसा .. कहने को एक शब्द .. पर जीतने में एक अरसा जाता है । धोखा .. कहने को एक शब्द .. पर देने के लिए एक लम्हा मांगता है । इरादा .. फिर समझाते रहो .. कि ठेस पहुंचाने का नहीं था । रिश्ता .. एक बार टूट के .. दोबारा कहां ही जुड़…

Heart shattered like glass, Never to be repaired again, Broken and hurt , alas! Who knew it would come this way. What started so lovely, Splendid and soothing, Would turn so ugly, I could never ever imagine. Yes there are fights, Differences and distances, But we need to hold on tight, Come out of it…

We fell in love, Thinking we are alike, Because we were too eager, To make each other alright. You were cheated upon, You were bruised. I was the same heart, As I was abused. Our hearts felt connected, Because of our past, Which made us hope, That we would last. What we did was, To…

I sit and ponder , Mostly at night , Where is the world going , Is all this even right? I hear the news everyday , Of crimes being done , Horrified and feeling frozen , What have we become . Will this degradation ever end ? Will all this monstrosity stop? Am I expecting…

I was astray,Going round and round,In a dark forest,Never to be found. I was distressed,So hurt and anxious,Finding a path for my quest,That would leave me victorious. I was stuck,No matter what I did,I was still there ,In the wild , standing amid. You walked in,As a ray of light,I had the strength,To prepare for…

You guide us all along, You show us the way , Tell whats right and wrong, Deal with us all day. The knowledge you impart, A star or a smiley face, Correction with each remark, You encourage us to ace. The role of teacher , Can never be replaced, You are our caretaker, You keep…

Last year I decided, To fix for myself -an aim. I decided I will do my best, My goal , I will claim. I wasted the whole year, I just tossed it away. And now that I look back, Its all repent and dismay. I was supposed to be dedicated, To be devoted and try.…

Weird is my loneliness, Neither I am happy nor sad, Maybe just empty and numb.

When I was a kid, My life had colours. Pink ,yellow , blue and green Like butterflies, I fluttered. When I grew up a bit, I was in high school, Now life was brown and purple, As my problems started to pool. By the time I was in college, Many more troubles walked in, Black…

Patience is a war against your own self. A war to keep you stable when you want to rebel. Patience is the calm you have to maintain. Its holding yourself back when you are going insane. Patience means self suffering , self brought misery. Helping to get something better out of your life story. Patience…

I was so little, Barely eleven. Mother shot dead, Heartbroken; abandoned. I lost my path, Took the wrong way. Drugs were the escape, Of emotions pushed away. I gathered myself, Somehow collected bits. Bits of my being, Of my life lost in mist. A girl then entered, Making me feel warm. I started to trust…

I was crying for help, Shouting my lungs out. Nobody was nearby, Not even a bird to be found. I was flowing in the river, It was taking me far east. The current was so strong, All my energy gone deplete. I wonder where I would end, I wonder if I would be alive. Cause…

I was telling you the stories, Laughing along with you, People thinking I am crazy, But I didnt care & you knew. Suddenly I became aware, Finding myself in a graveyard, And images started flashing Your funeral and my disregard.

On a giant wheel, Up when I go, Excitement in my heart. Then down I come Fear and dread Same is the life You go excited Every plan you make Then excitement goes And worry invades.

The shades of the sky, Soon turned dark. The atmosphere full , With smoke and spark. Soldiers all ghastly, Tired and frustrated, Their faces spoke of the horror, Every gunshot they regretted. Every life they took, Imposed a burden on their soul, A burden hard to carry, A burden too much to hold. Oh poor…

The cool subtle wind, The dark starlit sky, A cup of coffee in my hand, The moon staring me in the eye. Standing out in the porch , I saw bats flaring, Poor blind creatures, Guessing out some clearing. The dogs on the street, Were howling out loud, I looked above in the sky, Stars…

As far as I could see, There were beautiful green trees. A gentle breeze was blowing, The sun was lightly glowing. I saw a little blue bird, Chirping some melodious words. But before I could admire it, It flew away in the sky sunlit.

The cloudy blue sky, Suddenly turned all grey. Thunder and lightning, I wonder if it would rain. I stood by my window, Eyes staring above. And the trees half bent, With the wind puff. I stepped outside, Couldn’t resist any longer. The wish to feel the weather, I knew, grew stronger. The first drop of…

Tired and exhausted , I fell down on my knees. What happened next, I barely could see. The heat was too much, As if the sun was angry. Throwing his rage on me, Burning me violently. I collected all my strength , Though there was not much left. I got back up on my foot,…

Moments from past, Sometimes they flare, In front of my eyes, Memories I shared. Sweet happy incidents, Some with a few tears, Now I sit and remember, With no one to say cheers. People are busy in their life, Bet its happening and fun, Maybe they too sit sometimes, Recollect moments – not all ,…